changes

I've never been so excited for the changes that will soon take place in my life. This women is getting married. It's been a long time coming but can I just tell you, it was worth the wait. I know I bragged about Ryan in previous post's but he's just that good that I'm sure several more posts will be about him and me bragging on his behalf. I can't wait to start my life with him! I can't wait to face all life has to offer with the man of my dreams. I never knew that it could be this good. So all you out there who are patiently waiting to be swept off your feet, don't settle. You'll know when it's right! It's like nothing else... 22 more days and I am Mrs Jessica Darling Fair. My life will never be the same and I cannot wait! This is what true love feels like...

So grateful

With today being the 4th of July, which happens to be my favorite holiday, I am feeling extremely grateful and proud to be an American. I was raised to be patriotic and proud. How did I get to be blessed to live in such a beautiful and free nation? Our forefathers were inspired men of God. Men who fought for what they believed in and won because if was what was suppose to happen. I am so incredible grateful to live in a country that I can live and practice freedom of religion. A religion that makes me who I am. I'm grateful for the men and women who have served this country and will serve this country, my brother is one of those men and I couldn't be more proud of him. I hope we can all remember what took place in the creation of this country. I am truly grateful for my freedoms and all that I have! Happy 4th of July and God bless America!!

Finally

Have you ever wanted something so bad and once you got it, it was better than you ever imagined it to be? I have. Meet Ryan.

This guy has always and forever officially changed my life. For the past, oh I don't know, 20+ years I have wondered who I'd end up with, I pondered many things I'd want in a eternal companion. To look a certain way, smell a certain way, act a certain way, talk a certain way, be a certain way and so on an so on. Ryan has accomplished all that and more in the short time we have been dating. He has surpast all my expectations and made me realize that there was even more that I wanted in a eternal companion that I didn't even realize. He's incredible. Let's face it. How did I get so lucky? I have no idea. I do know one thing though. I'd wait another almost 26 years, if I knew I got to be with him in the end. He was absolutely worth the wait. Ask anyone... I didn't always have the best luck in dating but I'll tell you one thing. I feel like I've won the lotto. Ok so you're probably wondering where the rock is that's suppose to be on my left hand?! Answer is.. I don't have one... yet! Now you're probably thinking I've jumped the gun. Maybe so. But most likely not. :) I love this man and I will be with him for, well, forever. Can forever start already?? :) While we wait for forever to start, lets enjoy some pictures!